Not long been back from the birthday meal. It felt weird having her out and it went way too quickly. I didn’t even feel like I could relax enough to enjoy it. I’m glad she liked the presents I got her though. I do like to give presents to people. Before I left it felt rushed as she had to be back on the ward before 8pm. She didn’t want me to come to drop her back either. When I drove home I found myself listening to noise music again as the voices were trying to tell me that my relationship was over. I hate having to listen to that bullshit. I have enough insecurities and I don’t need imaginary voices trying to trick me. I just hope I can wake up feeling better tomorrow. 🤘❤️🤞