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Day 5 - Anxiety is settling in.

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I have been experiencing anxiety more than usual today. I can’t help but worry about my future. Some people will say that if you can’t do something about it then what’s the point in worrying? Well I struggle to let go of things. I was due to have a review this morning and my parents would attend however that’s been put off till tomorrow. They want me to stay somewhere until I’m more stable, which I can agree with. I just hate all this waiting and uncertainty. I took some Promethizine earlier to help calm me down, which then turned into a nap. I’m still afraid, very afraid. At least I have proper coffee and chocolate.


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racheldunster01
Dec 09, 2019

Hi Scott, I know anxiety sucks so much bit how I see it is that it shows you care about what your worrying about. It would be concerning if you didnt feel anxious about your situation beacsue it shows you care and it is that caring that will mean you will get better and it will be ok beacsue you have that driving even though it isnt very nice. Anxitey happens for a reason it is a sign that something is happening as you know but it shows that that thing means a lot to you or you would be anxious about it. Xx it know it doesnt make it feel better but when i think of anxitey like this…

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m.mcinnes06
Dec 09, 2019

Hey man just wanted to say don’t know quite if it’s what u mean but if you do end up staying in the hospital for a bit of a longer stay try not to worry about it. I know it’s nothing compared to a lot of people but my first admission was a month but honestly I was glad of it. It was just time where I didn’t have to worry about cooking and getting outside and managing meds all it was, was time to let myself get a bit more on track.


Keep pushing through man and get yourself back to your life. This is just a little break to sort urself out so make the most of it.…

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