I have been experiencing anxiety more than usual today. I can’t help but worry about my future. Some people will say that if you can’t do something about it then what’s the point in worrying? Well I struggle to let go of things. I was due to have a review this morning and my parents would attend however that’s been put off till tomorrow. They want me to stay somewhere until I’m more stable, which I can agree with. I just hate all this waiting and uncertainty. I took some Promethizine earlier to help calm me down, which then turned into a nap. I’m still afraid, very afraid. At least I have proper coffee and chocolate.
